let's see,
oh yeah friday night,
snr gina called me pretty late in the night,
hahas just to pray for me.
i think it was really nice and sweet of her,
and somehow i felt her prayer really touched my heart.
thank you ever so much snr gina!
i love you.

so yeaps the next day had cip,
i woke up late as usual,
but none the less i was early.

so we set off to pasir ris park.
it was a pretty long journey i rmb,
so i slept in the bus.

those two naughty little rascals,
natalie and esther,
were secretly filming me.
nonetheless, i deleted it.
tahas!

so we started our cip at some disgusting beachy area.
i was disgusted at the sight of the many eeking crabs and mudskippers.
but yet i had a job to do,
so i had no choice but to clean up the disgusting area.

about 1 hour passed,
me xuening and salad,
being the three musketeers,
three best friends,
three super heroes
(not exactly super heros)
decided to do smtg.
and we dragged poor natalie along.

so off we went to venture out.
halfway out natalie got scared,
so xuening decided to bring her back.

me and salad waited at a junction for her.
soon tht girl came back really quickly
(being the fast runner she always is! hahas!)

yeah so we went off.
i can't say where due to limited restrictions here.
but we three know (:

on my way back,
i was like where's my ezlink card?
then just at tht point of time,
i was standing under a drain.

and i pulled out my wallet
and plopped my ezlink fell into the drain.
and mind you it's those BIG BIG kind of drains!

i was scared,
but i had to retrive it,
so i opened the drain.
and climb down the ladder into the drain.

it was a horrific experience,
the drain was DISGUSTING AND DIRTY AND DARK.

so yeah we quickly ran back to the area where everyone was.
soon after we left.

after we got back to sch,
we had lunch at dover.
later we went back to sch to play captain ball with the juniors.

it was pretty short though,
then i went to bathe.

soon after daddy came to pick me up as i had ballet.
so it was pretty tiring,
i was sleepy.

after ballet i was contemplating whether to go out,
but i felt bad if i didnt cos i promised i would alr,
so i went to meet the others.

they had dinner and later we decided to go to snr julia's house.
it was pretty fun,
playing cards.
being the asshole if not joker for almost all the rounds.

but at least i was king for one or maybe two or three times.
hahas!


so it was pretty late,
and me and snr nic were scared the last train would leave,
so we bloody ran from her house to the mrt station in 4 mins.

i was exhuasted, pretty much dying.
but nonetheless we caught the last train
(:
Thank God.


so had church early in the morning today.
i felt tht the video clip today they played really touched my heart.

it made me feel tht though i've lost myself,
though i've lost my laughter,
i would get it back one day.
i would be the person i used to be agn.

cos God loves me.
and he'll NEVER forsake me.
i was enlighten.


today's topic was also being close with God.
and it suddenly dawned on me tht i was drifting away from God.
i felt sad.

after church end,
i walked ard.
then i decided to do some quiet time with God,
thinking about all the things tht had happned during the course of week.

and i realised throughout all these,
i nvr stopped to pray to Him.
perhaps it was a test of faith,
of whether i would go to Him in my times of trouble and need.
cos He wants me to know He'll be there for me,
always.

i felt bad,
i felt as though i would rather go to my friends in times of trouble rather then Him.
and i know He wants me to cry to Him.

i was then comforted cos i knew He understood,
he cared.

later i went to annabel's place to do project.
half of the time my mind wasn't really concentrating,
still i managed to complete some work.

tml's going to be another day for me,
and it's going to be a good one.
off to do my hw,
eat,
and then slp.

ttfn!(:

and now my lifesong sings,
i wanna care for others like Jesus cared for me.

cheryl koh! triple loves ((:

sherlyn! hey there, well i'm really really really sorry i didn't drop by, wells i explain to you another time alrite? just tht things hasn't been going well for me lately. in fact it's been dreadful. wells oh wells will have our heart talk one day, then you'll understand. til then i'll see you soon! (: ttfn! (:

snr martha! hello! hahs alrites, thanks (:

snr xinyi! hahas hey there! yeah alrites i will, thanks! see i'm smiling. (((:

snr gina! LINKED! (: